I thought about how I needed a great summer.
I thought about how I used to hang out in the park, or a backyard on sunny days.
I thought how nice it would be to do that again.
I thought about trying to get all my friends together, and going to the baseball
field by my house next sunny day, to just hang out, and do some connecting.
I though "Well, they would probably need some entertainment or distraction to amuse them".
I thought maybe we could play kick ball.
I thought "People I hang out with are the kickballing type, I think".
I thought about how hard it would be to get enough people together to have a
legit kickball game going.
I thought about having to create a facebook event, entitled something like
"Let's play some goddamn kickball already, you bastards!".
I thought about how the only way to have enough people to play a game would
be to have the "Tell your friends, let's get a crew together" thing.
I thought about strangers being there. Well, strangers to me.
I thought about how whenever I'm at a party, no one really talks to friend's friends,
unless the are in a group circle, or are trying to fuck someone.
I thought about how competitive everyone I know is, and how it would probably
just turn into some hurt feelings and insecurity.
I thought "Maybe it's just me".
I thought "Screw it".
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